i hated today because it sucked badly. unlike everyone else, im attracted to him for him. But him being himself sometimes drives me nuts.like what louisa said or better,saw ; its really hard. MeJoyceLouisa had ice-kachang then kaya toast for lunch.but the conversations were better of course.

i stayed for é rugby match. Of course i was extremely happy because the #1 eye-candy came down.Other than that the other eye-candy plus Louisa's information about him.he's like freaking cute la :))) BUT, nevertheless all of that sweet lollipops can only take my mind off that guy for 2 hours? only i guess.Then its all about him again. I dont want things to end up this way neither do i want it the other way [ if you get what i mean ] I just want ........i dont know what i want from it. As usual,im depressed but i have no idea why.

Lately, i have desperately pondered.
Spent my nights awake and i wonder
What i could have done in another way, to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution,i will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care as long as you don't go

till then folks, Goodnight.